Today, she is oficially 4 years old...wow...that is almost difficult to grasp. It seems like yesterday she was an itty bitty.
You are such a special little girl, Mai and we love you to the moon and back.
Happy Birthday, princess!!

I don't mean to start belting "Sunrise, Sunset"...well if I had a voice I would, but lately I've been struck by a discordant thought. I look at my girls and I can remember going through all these stages with them, and yet can hardly remember that these spunky, beautiful girls were ever my big chubby babies. And they were immediately the CENTER OF MY WORLD. Now they are both so independent, it's hard to remember when I held them everywhere.
Everyone tells you, "It goes so fast", but it doesn't feel like that when you are in it.I realize I have not aged that much in their lifetime, yet they are a totally different person, so yes, it goes so fast. I still wear shoes and clothes that I wore when they were born.Yet, here they are...a full person.
So, when I go out to eat with friends and I get this feeling of guilt that I have missed a night of my girls' childhood..... Why did I leave? Why did I go for two hours? Before I was a mom I would have thought I was crazy to worry about a few hours.
But, then I think of how the girls looked here…
Is that the same person? Sure, you can see the shape of the eyes, and the rosy cheeks, but what a difference 3- 4 years makes. At my age four years barely adds a crows feet. Not that different.
It's a person who TOTALLY depended upon you and while they still do... they can now wipe their own butt and put food in their own mouth but it is so different.
And your first child changes your brain chemistry forever.
I so get my parents gazing at me growing up. And me thinking, "I'm not that great", when they would praise me. But, now I can't help myself from gushing to my little girls about how much I adore them.
I always expected to teach you, but I never could have guessed how much you would teach me about life. You inspire me to be the best person I can be. I want to make the world a better place for you. I wish you to only know happiness, but I plan to be there when your heart breaks with sadness. I want you to be surrounded with love, family and friends always. I am already so proud of you and honored to call you my daughters. I plan to hug and kiss you and spoil you rotten for the rest of my life.
